I am amazed at the number of people who have expressed a desire for this to be their last lifetime. As a result of this repeating theme through case studies, I have found this desire can be related to an energetic imbalance. This expression is not always a symptom, but in some cases a Crown Chakra imbalance might be the culprit. Symptoms of awakening energies, organ channel clogs, and some form of attachment can evoke this type of thought.
To be honest, I have a hard time relating to the idea (tee tee). I have already set intentions to return as soon as possible, whenever the timing is divine. I know life can be hard and I am certainly not immune to trauma. That alone does not deter me from wanting to be some part of human evolution in the future. By some accounts, it takes one million lifetimes to become fully enlightened. That sounds a little daunting, but I do seek to become an enlightened being, and maybe that is why I readily accept future lifetimes as a requirement on the path.
To some readers today, perhaps you and I will meet again as kindred spirits who intend to live another lifetime. For those who are done, it’s been great traveling with you during this incarnation! Let’s tune in for a whisper on the subject of wanting this to be the last lifetime:
A strong desire to return to the embrace of Divine Providence is not uncommon. Extending that desire with an intent to eliminate future lives may or may not be considered an imbalance. The subconscious holds the key that illuminates the core essence behind such strong wishes. Many project uncertainty on the future of humanity, which paints the possibility of a dark picture. The fear of the unknown, combined with the potential for human destruction of the planet, increases the weight for the risk of returning for yet another incarnation.
The gift of life occurs with a level of acceptance with each incarnation process. It is natural to question the sustainability of multiple lifetimes with such mystery surrounding a process of uncertainty. The soul will incarnate with assuredness that there will challenges but accepts the inevitable, knowing there will be equally great opportunity for soul growth. The Earth is the only environment that offers such great potential reward when agreeing to take such a large risk.
While existing in the non-Earth realms, the soul is absorbed into the collective consciousness that creates the fabric of the Universe. This natural process of returning to an environment where love has no end includes taking a position in the afterlife determined by the highest vibration attained during the most recent incarnation.
In a return, the soul breaks away from the collective consciousness, finding independent movement as it sojourns to the Earth. The solitary journey is a brave one indeed, for the soul is inspired to leave the safety and comfort of its spiritual nest with but one resource. That valuable asset is the energy that provides animation for physical matter. The lessons of life become a source of strength for the spirit to find its way back home after each incarnation, to rejoin the collective as a single drop of light in an ocean of illumination.
Bring joy, ease suffering and create beauty, then dance like you mean it!
Blessings, Russell
“I live my life until I start the cycle of my dreams, then I leave and search for you until I die. When I come back, I live to remember, I live to find you”
Molly Bryant
